Rain On Me..

Here I am again

Miss my train again

Wonder when the next train gonna arrive

Standing alone on grey pavement

Man, I’m so regret

Because I let you go again

I close my eyes and pray

Wishing you will be back at side

But now all I had

Is just rain on me

Never should let you go

I know crying won't be enough so I stop crying.

My Internship..

Hey,wassup..

It’s already March. The month that is full of rain (makes me sleepy all the time). I love rain as long as I don’t have any outdoor activity (TEHEE). This few weeks I was so tired. Everyday had to wake up at 6.30am so that I won’t late to work. Yeayy!! I still late to work though (but it wasn’t my fault, the traffic).

So my latest status is that I currently doing my internship in a lab company at Shah Alam which is quite far from my home. My job is quite simple for this 2 weeks but I hope to learn more (stay hungry, stay foolish). Wish me all the best peps. Will be back for my latest status update. Peace!!

p.s: I have to go sleep early so that everyday I won’t look sleepy at the lab :P

Happy Valentine's Day 2012~

Hey, wassup everybody!!

It’s 14^th February 2012 and it’s Valentine’s Day. Yeayyyyy!!

For the guys and girls out there that is single just like me. Just chill out. There is nothing wrong being single. Don’t get bother by people opinion of you being a single (tell them screw them :P). Take your time find the best one that suits you (not the best one in the world). Like I do J

Well, ladies and gentlemen..

It’s the 22^nd time I celebrated my Valentine ’s Day alone. Yes, I’m the biggest loser which never celebrated this special day with someone special. Although had been in relationship (never gonna lets anyone know how many times I get into a relationship :P)but  I never really get the chances to celebrate it.

So don’t ask me what’s tips to celebrate Valentine’s Day with your love one. Instead ask me how I celebrate this day alone :P

Hmm..

If back then I think I will feel so sad on this day. I will keep thinking back all the good memories that I ever had and regret it that I was incapable to keep the relationship (not because I’m a player but there are other reasons). Yes, I will listen to some love song on this day and maybe eat chocolate (Oh, I’m just such a sentimental guy :P).

Snap back to the future, I still celebrate Valentine’s Day with love song and chocolate but not that sad anymore (maybe didn’t feel sad a bit). Not that I have give up or cold-hearted for being into relationship. It’s just that I think differently nowadays. Back then my mind is all about winning. Right now mind is all about all (like a boss :P).

Ever wonder why I’m still single? Had I found the right one? Or maybe I had a crush?

Here the answer:

Who likes being single and alone in this world? Everyone needs someone (that special one) in their life when they are sad or happy. The same goes to me. It’s just that I learned from past relationship that I’m still weak and incapable. There’s a lot thing I had to improve in my life before I settle down. I just don’t want broke people heart and letting others down because of my weakness (even to myself). I just want to be stronger and unstoppable. Give me more time and I will prove it!!

Currently, the right person in my life is still vacant. I’m not a picky person. I don’t love a girl just because she is beautiful or clever. I goes for average or moderate girl as long as she not a freaky type (that will freak me out :P). Yes, right now any girl in the universe (includes aliens) can be my right one (wow! That’s sound creepy :P).

Everyone in their life would have a few crush that come and go. The same situation to me here. Yes, I have a crush too. Like others their crush just never know they had a crush on them (that’s why it is called crush :P). My best advice is speak it out and let them know. Seriously, its feels better than you keep it to yourself. Even get rejected, you will still feel good (at least you try).  So here raise the question why I never speak out to my crush. The answer is simple. I know what’s going to happen next. Even being accepted I know the relationship won’t last because of my weakness. Unless the girl is willing to accept me as what I am (which myself also barely can accept it).

Alright that the post of the week. Here just wanna wish everyone a Happy Valentine Day. Make it a special day for your love one. For those single out there don’t get disappointed because tomorrow never die J

p.s: sorry for those that once I broke their heart.. I’m hurt too.. I know I came into your life unprepared..hopefully everything will be over as our memory faded..

Friendzoned~

Yesterday, I go hang out with my friends. We had discussed a lot topic but don’t know how suddenly talk about relationship. So I storied to my friend about my love story. And they came to conclusion I was about to being friendzoned.

That night I think a lot about the past, what we had done, where we had been; I came to conclusion that “Man, what had I done? Nothing there to hold us on.

Now, I notice that all the time I’m the one that being standing at the same point waiting for chance to came.

Heart break.. mind wandering.. hope fading..STOP!!

I just don’t want to think about it anymore. Right now in my heart my focus is to being a better man. I wanna made change.  I want everybody sees me change for better and the best, be the perfect leo but with less arrogant.

P.s: this post is not share in my facebook. Lets just keep it to myself.

(my face is smiling but my heart is crying)

Happy Chinese New Year 2012 (and welcoming the new white babe)

Hey, wassup everybody. It’s been a long time since my last post. Nothing but more important here I would like to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year. May the year of dragon bless us with luck, health and wealth.

This post was supposed to be made on the first day of Chinese New Year but due to my serious laziness I decide to delay it (another great excuse in my life :P). My long delay is not because I am lack of idea but I’m on a holiday mood (Wohoo!!). This year I already had a good jump start compare to the year before. So much, my confident had gain back (but this time I will keep it cool because I learned from the past).

What I did during Chinese New Year??

Nothing much apart of eating, reunion with my relatives, gathering with my friends, and earning some extra income :P

What my next plan ahead??

There is still a lot to be done. But I decided to do it slowly but surely because I got 1 month before my internship. So I got a lot of time :P

What my heart intended to do next??

First of all, I want to restore humanity (sound serious). It’s seems hard but I think I can do it.

Alright, nothing to talk about anymore. Maybe on my next post if I’m not lazy :P  

before ending this post i would like to introduce my new white babe to everyone :P

Gong Xi Fatt Cai

:)

What I Gonna Do..

Hey, it’s a brand new 2012. Wonder if everybody feel more courage and energetic this year (Come on, it’s not the end of the world yet. Believe me). I’m now 22 and going to 23 this year and I have been 3^rd year in the university (gonna end my suffering soon. YEAY!).

So what I gonna do for this year? Something big? Something small?

Nobody can guess my next move. LOL.

Here is something that I gonna do this year:

1. Finish my final exam and get out from this place.

2. Enjoy my holiday and gather with as many friends as I can.

3. Spend my time with family and my responsibility as son and brother.

4. Doing the best for internship.

5. Not forgotten, I wanna let everybody see that I change; for better of course.

Strike for the goal~

Watch out for the brand new me. It’s gonna rip everyone apart (just a hyperbola :P). Actually the above statements are the thing that I can promise. Deep down in my heart there is a lot more (just like anyone else). 

My advice for everyone else is just to keep it to yourself because you know yourself better than anyone else.

p.s: I’m just bored for this study week. So I made this post to entertain myself :P & I am already entering holiday mood too. PEACE~

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012

Tik tok tik tok..buzzzzzzzzzzzz

Happy New Year 2012 to everyone!!

Lets take a deep breath and be grateful to welcome another wonderful year ahead.

Looking back into the past, there’s a lot happy, sad, joy and fear moment that hard to be forget. The feeling like it just happened yesterday (this prove time passes very fast).

This post I will just made it short because on this New Year I will have my exam (that’s torturing while other is celebrating).

Here, I would like to wish my entire friend that will have exam today best of luck. Let’s keep on fighting. And to my family, I wish them healthy as always. LOVE THEM. For the one I care, I wish she know that I always care. Only time will prove it. For my brothers, I wish our friendship be stronger. Thanks for being my buddy all the time.

Also for those I hurt, I would like to apologize to them. I never intended but sometimes as human I do made mistakes. For my haters, I just hope that you guys grow up (start seeing things from other people perspectives and you will understand others people situation).  For those who emo, I wish that this year will be a better year for you (be more optimistic because it’s not the end of the world). Lastly, for those stubborn I hope that you learn to accept and forgive.

Alright, gonna end this post now. Below are my facebook profile pictures. Looking back at the photos, I do see changes in me. So, I suggest everyone to take 5minutes to view your profile pictures to see how much you changes.

my facebook profile picture =)

p.s: today was also a very meaningful day because I had established my blog  for 1 year. Thanks for those who view and comment on my post. Really appreciate it.