Second Chance..

Today going to talk about my love life (hell ya I do fall in love too like others). Actually I have been in love with this girl a long time ago (emm..maybe not that long..2years). The bad thing is she never knew that I like her (because I never confess before in my life..ya,I feel suck too). But the obvious thing is the way I show my love is even a blind person can feel it (love is blind). Pity me waiting for her days and night to notice me. Anyway, she didn’t notice it or purposely didn’t  :P

My heart is strengthened; I tell myself one day my waiting will be worth (I have been telling myself for the past two year.LOL). Not everything goes that smooth in our life, I have to admit it. So one day she approaches me and tells me that she had fallen in love with another guy (OMG!!). However, I keep myself calm+chill+cool (I have to keep my ego  :P). So she asks my opinion about that guy. Amazingly I ask her to pursue that guy (I don’t why). That day my heart was broken, shattered to billion+trillion pieces. Asking myself why I let her go. I emo (no one noticed it). But I was still able to keep up myself because I have told myself before even the sky is falling apart, I must keep on fighting till the end (because I have my family, friend and of course her). Why her?? Simple, I don’t want her to saw my sad face (OK!!I’m  really ego.LOL).

On one night (actually I forgot which night  :P) I suddenly feel very down. So, I lying on my bed, close my eyes and I whisper to the God. I told God how I feel about her. I ask the God to give me another chance. I told God this time I will not give up her again. I cry that night actually (so shy to talk about it). Next day, miraculously the girl messages me. We chat. She told me, she never even started a relationship with that guy and is over. In my heart I feel happy (because I was given second chance) and pity for her (because she lost her chance to get into relationship). This time I won’t waste any chances to get her heart (I was determined).

Here I would like to share some value of life.

Sometimes we must learn to let go.

Certain thing if been keep holding for too long will only make the situation worse.

If we let go, we will get to learn a lot of others thing in our life (such as family and friends).

 When something is meant to belong to you, it surely will return to you no matter how far they have gone.

 But never waste any opportunities in our life when is given to you.

Perish every moment in our life.

Because every second count.

J