What is the feeling when you want something but you can’t get it? Seriously, I hate this feeling. When I was a kid, I always thought when I grow up I won’t have this feeling anymore (as I can own anything I want and nothing can stop me). Anyway, my idea was so wrong in the first place. Till today, I am still being hunted by this feeling.
So after a long introduction (where I usually do on my school essay :P), I would like to enter to the main topic of my post. So this happen to me very recently (guess back few month ago) where I meet this girl. She was kind and nice; beautiful from inside and outside. Back then she was fine (at least she greet me like others). Everything started to change when my friend set up a fake date for me with her. She started to ignore me (she even purposely faded away from me when we meet). I feel some kind of awkwardness in this situation.
It’s not what in my heart to start a relationship with her. Deep in my heart, all I want is only a simple friendship. Right now all I wish is to clear thing out. I hope that I have the chances to slow talk with her where I can explain everything out. I just don’t like this feeling. I would rather lost a relationship than a friendship with her.
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| lets be friend^^ |
HAHAHHAHHAA....lol
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