At My Limit..

Yesterday was a really frustrating day for me. Why? Because after 3 years I been this university, I still hate this university. The hatred is just same as the first day I step in to this university (I’m sorry but I have to be honest). I have tried my hardest to see the optimistic side. Still this university disappointed from one thing to another thing. From the facilities to the staff, the courses to the lecturer totally a doom.  I always wonder why is this university is taking up student when they are totally come unprepared. Why they dare to risk our life just for the sake to prove they can do it. So, why I never voice it out 3 years ago. Simple and nice reason, I put myself into their shoe. I understand how they feel. I forgive them. I learn how to give people another chance. Without these chances I also won’t be able to survive till today. But I also learned when we was given second chances we should have appreciates it (because we human, forgive but we never forget).

So, in this post I gonna vent it all out. Firstly, I wanna talk on lecturer issue. One thing I noticed about this university’s lecturer is that they are damn stubborn. They only stand on their opinion. They never listen to the student opinion. If they listen, they would become a better lecturer. I still remember (where I pretend to forget) the lecturer blames me for plagiarizing. When she can’t prove me on plagiarizing, she screamed out. And at the end of class I have to just keep quiet for the sake of my other coursemate. The worst ending she been blaming me on plagiarizing the photos (but I noticed other group also taking up the photo from the internet). But I just keep quiet. SHhhhhhh..

Move on, yesterday during a SIEP (super idiotic enterprise program) presentation, I saw another stubborn lecturer only talking from his point of view and looking for people silly mistake. He says my font is out only because I wrote “thank you” with a bigger size than other words. Then, he says I didn’t describe what type of company that I’m working. He didn’t saw it in the front page I guess and making a wild accusation. More, he says I didn’t really do a lot for my SIEP. I explained that I don’t really have experience so the owner doesn’t really allow me to operate the machine but just to observe. Then, he just smashed my report on the table and says this is the place I have chosen so that is my problem. At the end, I just keep quiet. SHHHhhhh..

What I vent it out today doesn’t mean I want them to apologize.

What happen in the past let’s keep in the past.

Life move on but we must remember so the bad thing won’t repeat.

Even you are smarter, wiser or better must always remember that who yourself back then.

You also had been down, worst or loser.

Ever wonder why you are still here today.

Not because you are smart or special

But you are only given a second chance.

So why don’t learn to accept

And give people another chance.

P.S:  I don’t mind if this post is share by others. I just want everybody to see how they are totally corrupted.