Second Chance..

Today going to talk about my love life (hell ya I do fall in love too like others). Actually I have been in love with this girl a long time ago (emm..maybe not that long..2years). The bad thing is she never knew that I like her (because I never confess before in my life..ya,I feel suck too). But the obvious thing is the way I show my love is even a blind person can feel it (love is blind). Pity me waiting for her days and night to notice me. Anyway, she didn’t notice it or purposely didn’t  :P

My heart is strengthened; I tell myself one day my waiting will be worth (I have been telling myself for the past two year.LOL). Not everything goes that smooth in our life, I have to admit it. So one day she approaches me and tells me that she had fallen in love with another guy (OMG!!). However, I keep myself calm+chill+cool (I have to keep my ego  :P). So she asks my opinion about that guy. Amazingly I ask her to pursue that guy (I don’t why). That day my heart was broken, shattered to billion+trillion pieces. Asking myself why I let her go. I emo (no one noticed it). But I was still able to keep up myself because I have told myself before even the sky is falling apart, I must keep on fighting till the end (because I have my family, friend and of course her). Why her?? Simple, I don’t want her to saw my sad face (OK!!I’m  really ego.LOL).

On one night (actually I forgot which night  :P) I suddenly feel very down. So, I lying on my bed, close my eyes and I whisper to the God. I told God how I feel about her. I ask the God to give me another chance. I told God this time I will not give up her again. I cry that night actually (so shy to talk about it). Next day, miraculously the girl messages me. We chat. She told me, she never even started a relationship with that guy and is over. In my heart I feel happy (because I was given second chance) and pity for her (because she lost her chance to get into relationship). This time I won’t waste any chances to get her heart (I was determined).

Here I would like to share some value of life.

Sometimes we must learn to let go.

Certain thing if been keep holding for too long will only make the situation worse.

If we let go, we will get to learn a lot of others thing in our life (such as family and friends).

 When something is meant to belong to you, it surely will return to you no matter how far they have gone.

 But never waste any opportunities in our life when is given to you.

Perish every moment in our life.

Because every second count.

J

When the left is without the right..

It’s been a few day I broke my hand. I thought I would be ok + alright + fine without my right hand..

So I would like to recap what happen to my hand. The incident happens around 4 o’clock in the evening when I was playing basketball. As my friend dribbles the ball toward me and I try to attempt a steal, we collide into each other. It happen so fast (blink of an eye) my hand feel the intense pain.

My heart screamed “man, another injury!!”

So the thing did not stop here. Later on back at home I wrapped my hand (like a dumpling LOL). That night I thought I would be ok + alright + fine without my right hand (I’m repeating this statement :P) However it is not like what I thought. I sleep on my hand causing further pain to my hand. I have a sleepless night.

The next day, I thought I would use my left hand to handle my daily routine. At first it was good but later my left hand get exhausted and start to shiver  >.<’’’

From here I learn that why we have a pair of hand. The reason behind it, is to assist each other and reduce the burden on each other. The same goes for our life, when you family, friends and lover to assist you.. Appreciate them because when you lost them you definitely will fill the regret.

The moral of the story is to always becareful when playing sport. It is a serious game that can cause injury if not cautious enough. And remember to stretching before you play a game (that a reminder for myself) :P