Hey, wassup everybody!!
It’s 14th February 2012 and it’s Valentine’s Day. Yeayyyyy!!
For the guys and girls out there that is single just like me. Just chill out. There is nothing wrong being single. Don’t get bother by people opinion of you being a single (tell them screw them :P). Take your time find the best one that suits you (not the best one in the world). Like I do J
Well, ladies and gentlemen..
It’s the 22nd time I celebrated my Valentine ’s Day alone. Yes, I’m the biggest loser which never celebrated this special day with someone special. Although had been in relationship (never gonna lets anyone know how many times I get into a relationship :P)but I never really get the chances to celebrate it.
So don’t ask me what’s tips to celebrate Valentine’s Day with your love one. Instead ask me how I celebrate this day alone :P
Hmm..
If back then I think I will feel so sad on this day. I will keep thinking back all the good memories that I ever had and regret it that I was incapable to keep the relationship (not because I’m a player but there are other reasons). Yes, I will listen to some love song on this day and maybe eat chocolate (Oh, I’m just such a sentimental guy :P).
Snap back to the future, I still celebrate Valentine’s Day with love song and chocolate but not that sad anymore (maybe didn’t feel sad a bit). Not that I have give up or cold-hearted for being into relationship. It’s just that I think differently nowadays. Back then my mind is all about winning. Right now mind is all about all (like a boss :P).
Ever wonder why I’m still single? Had I found the right one? Or maybe I had a crush?
Here the answer:
Who likes being single and alone in this world? Everyone needs someone (that special one) in their life when they are sad or happy. The same goes to me. It’s just that I learned from past relationship that I’m still weak and incapable. There’s a lot thing I had to improve in my life before I settle down. I just don’t want broke people heart and letting others down because of my weakness (even to myself). I just want to be stronger and unstoppable. Give me more time and I will prove it!!
Currently, the right person in my life is still vacant. I’m not a picky person. I don’t love a girl just because she is beautiful or clever. I goes for average or moderate girl as long as she not a freaky type (that will freak me out :P). Yes, right now any girl in the universe (includes aliens) can be my right one (wow! That’s sound creepy :P).
Everyone in their life would have a few crush that come and go. The same situation to me here. Yes, I have a crush too. Like others their crush just never know they had a crush on them (that’s why it is called crush :P). My best advice is speak it out and let them know. Seriously, its feels better than you keep it to yourself. Even get rejected, you will still feel good (at least you try). So here raise the question why I never speak out to my crush. The answer is simple. I know what’s going to happen next. Even being accepted I know the relationship won’t last because of my weakness. Unless the girl is willing to accept me as what I am (which myself also barely can accept it).
Alright that the post of the week. Here just wanna wish everyone a Happy Valentine Day. Make it a special day for your love one. For those single out there don’t get disappointed because tomorrow never die J
p.s: sorry for those that once I broke their heart.. I’m hurt too.. I know I came into your life unprepared..hopefully everything will be over as our memory faded..
