Helping others..

Hey, wassup guys!

Actually, today I’m not really in the mood to write a post (because the England team didn’t made it to the semi final but my top favorite team, Spain was in the semi final of Euro 2012. Good job!). Therefore, I decide to write a short post here (maybe..)

Nah, my post ain’t about football (maybe next time if I’m really bored and out of idea). My topic of the day will be about helping people.

Honestly, how many of us out there are really helping people with their kind heart? Without thinking about reward..

How many of us when saw an accident, will rush toward to help without thinking much? Instead of standing on the side and keep saying those words “pity that guy”.

I won’t dare to admit that I’m the person that will help people with kind heart. Sometimes, I do think of reward (even get frustrated if I don’t get the reward). I try my best to get rid of this bad attitude. One simple step, just don’t expect too much when you helping someone (even though you are not really willing to help that person). Less expectation less disappointment. I guess I’m right at this point.

In the past, I help a lot people but didn’t get any compliment and yet being used. My friends only remember me when they need something from me. At that time, I feel disappointed because I expect too much from them (I thought we will struggle through together).

Now, I learned to handle this kind of friend and I don’t get frustrated anymore. One solution, avoid them and you will be happier without them around you. Find your true friends that will stand with you (I really found some maybe just take a longer time compare to others).

In the end, helping other is an easy and simple task. All you need is your heart.

if you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea, i'll sail the way to find you

p.s: Sometimes I do test my friend’s kindness. What a bad guy I am. Sorry :P

I guess I miss her..

It never had come to me that my last two week of internship would be so surprising. She came in to my life caught me in unprepared situation. This is how I meet her.

It all begins when she walks into the lab with my supervisor. The first moment I saw her in my mind I was like “Geez, such a beautiful visitor. I must show some good impression :P”. Then, my supervisor introduces her as a staff. I was like ‘WOW’. I guess I’m the first guy that talk to her in the lab (feel honors to be that guy.LOL.). So, we had a chat about where she is from, where she studied and blah blah blah. One thing I’m clear she is elder than me.

On her first working day, she went out lunch with me because she doesn’t have friends there yet. So, I’m afraid of being awkward and eventually I ask other staff to accompany me too. LOL. Damn! I’m just a shy guy that moment (where’s the beast in me had gone that time).

I tried my best to guide her about working in this lab (it’s awkward because she a staff and I’m trainee). Her appearance and characteristic actually resemble my crush. She is cool and mature. That’s why I feel so close to her. I keep watching her for time to time (I’m not stalking her but just to made sure she is comfortable with the surrounding). At first it was just an act of pity, so I help her out a lot. But as time pass by, I think I get jealous though when she is talking with other guys.

Why am I getting jealous? I gonna leave in this few days. I’m not sure about my feeling at that time.

Anyway, the last day of my internship everything just as usual. I leave but my heart is kind of heavy (not sure because I’m worry for her or had feeling for her). I’m also not sure if she had the same feeling for me because the way she looks into my eye; it’s different like she had a lot things she wanna tell me. I wish I’m wrong this time.

I feel guilty. I guess I just miss much my crush too much that I saw her in another girl. Maybe, this is just another test from God to prove my loyalty in love or is it just another destiny. I guess she will never saw this post because I not gonna share. Sorry, I keep my feeling again this time.

p.s: Let’s destiny decide what the future looks like.

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After 4 Month (Internship)

Yeay!!~~~~~

LEAKED: This is what I do..

Finally, I finished my 4 month struggle of my internship :P

Hahaha..

Not really struggle though. Overall, everything was smooth. I learn new stuff. I meet new people. See new faces. And handle new attitude too.

Now, I can take a deep breath because I don’t need to wake up early anymore. (the best part is I can watch EURO 2012).Weeeeee~

Pity for some of my friend there who still doing their internship there (Here, I wish them the best of luck to finish their internship smoother than mine).

On the first week of my internship, I never thought that time pass by so fast. At the last week, I find that my internship is over so fast that now I miss every moment I was there.

So what I did there for 4 month?

My job is rather simple. Nothing difficult (that’s everyone says until they try it out themselves). The hard part is when I was there is to handle people attitude. Different people came with different attitude. So, I having hard time to satisfied everyone (from the point of attitude, please don’t think others :P) which I end up screwing one by one. Here, really want to make a big apology to everyone that I hurt along this 4 month. I have tried my best to work it out. Maybe someday you will see my point here.

Other bad thing happens too..

Maybe this is the bringing from my university. As long as I making new friends, I never have any difficulty. Yet I have hard time making new friends there. I can see every new friend that I made from my internship is fading from me among this 4 month. I guess someone just bad mouth me. But it won’t hurt me anymore (because I already use to it). Maybe, you guys have to use some new trick against me. So why do I bothers telling it in my post? The reason is I feel sad and disappointed to my new friends that I just made. He would rather listen to people bad mouthing than evaluate it himself. I guess everyone prefer easy way by taking the shortcut (I can see they can’t go far).

Now, let’s talk about the happy moment there.

I get to meet some crazy people there. Just hanging out with him is a lot of fun. Chatting about the future and the past like there is no tomorrow (can you imagine that). More more and more..

Eating satay.. Eating kerang bakar..Jogging at the stadium..Watching movie..Swimming..Playing basketball..Counter strike..Half life..

Conclusion, doing internship is enjoyful. I just can’t wait to graduate and start working. Working is fun and at the same time is stressful. But we can overcome it by good attitude and good teammate.

p.s: At the last, the staff attack me with egg. I gonna revenge on them. Soon~~ >:D