Friendzoned~

Yesterday, I go hang out with my friends. We had discussed a lot topic but don’t know how suddenly talk about relationship. So I storied to my friend about my love story. And they came to conclusion I was about to being friendzoned.

That night I think a lot about the past, what we had done, where we had been; I came to conclusion that “Man, what had I done? Nothing there to hold us on.

Now, I notice that all the time I’m the one that being standing at the same point waiting for chance to came.

Heart break.. mind wandering.. hope fading..STOP!!

I just don’t want to think about it anymore. Right now in my heart my focus is to being a better man. I wanna made change.  I want everybody sees me change for better and the best, be the perfect leo but with less arrogant.

P.s: this post is not share in my facebook. Lets just keep it to myself.

(my face is smiling but my heart is crying)

Happy Chinese New Year 2012 (and welcoming the new white babe)

Hey, wassup everybody. It’s been a long time since my last post. Nothing but more important here I would like to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year. May the year of dragon bless us with luck, health and wealth.

This post was supposed to be made on the first day of Chinese New Year but due to my serious laziness I decide to delay it (another great excuse in my life :P). My long delay is not because I am lack of idea but I’m on a holiday mood (Wohoo!!). This year I already had a good jump start compare to the year before. So much, my confident had gain back (but this time I will keep it cool because I learned from the past).

What I did during Chinese New Year??

Nothing much apart of eating, reunion with my relatives, gathering with my friends, and earning some extra income :P

What my next plan ahead??

There is still a lot to be done. But I decided to do it slowly but surely because I got 1 month before my internship. So I got a lot of time :P

What my heart intended to do next??

First of all, I want to restore humanity (sound serious). It’s seems hard but I think I can do it.

Alright, nothing to talk about anymore. Maybe on my next post if I’m not lazy :P  

before ending this post i would like to introduce my new white babe to everyone :P

Gong Xi Fatt Cai

:)

What I Gonna Do..

Hey, it’s a brand new 2012. Wonder if everybody feel more courage and energetic this year (Come on, it’s not the end of the world yet. Believe me). I’m now 22 and going to 23 this year and I have been 3^rd year in the university (gonna end my suffering soon. YEAY!).

So what I gonna do for this year? Something big? Something small?

Nobody can guess my next move. LOL.

Here is something that I gonna do this year:

1. Finish my final exam and get out from this place.

2. Enjoy my holiday and gather with as many friends as I can.

3. Spend my time with family and my responsibility as son and brother.

4. Doing the best for internship.

5. Not forgotten, I wanna let everybody see that I change; for better of course.

Strike for the goal~

Watch out for the brand new me. It’s gonna rip everyone apart (just a hyperbola :P). Actually the above statements are the thing that I can promise. Deep down in my heart there is a lot more (just like anyone else). 

My advice for everyone else is just to keep it to yourself because you know yourself better than anyone else.

p.s: I’m just bored for this study week. So I made this post to entertain myself :P & I am already entering holiday mood too. PEACE~

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012

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Happy New Year 2012 to everyone!!

Lets take a deep breath and be grateful to welcome another wonderful year ahead.

Looking back into the past, there’s a lot happy, sad, joy and fear moment that hard to be forget. The feeling like it just happened yesterday (this prove time passes very fast).

This post I will just made it short because on this New Year I will have my exam (that’s torturing while other is celebrating).

Here, I would like to wish my entire friend that will have exam today best of luck. Let’s keep on fighting. And to my family, I wish them healthy as always. LOVE THEM. For the one I care, I wish she know that I always care. Only time will prove it. For my brothers, I wish our friendship be stronger. Thanks for being my buddy all the time.

Also for those I hurt, I would like to apologize to them. I never intended but sometimes as human I do made mistakes. For my haters, I just hope that you guys grow up (start seeing things from other people perspectives and you will understand others people situation).  For those who emo, I wish that this year will be a better year for you (be more optimistic because it’s not the end of the world). Lastly, for those stubborn I hope that you learn to accept and forgive.

Alright, gonna end this post now. Below are my facebook profile pictures. Looking back at the photos, I do see changes in me. So, I suggest everyone to take 5minutes to view your profile pictures to see how much you changes.

my facebook profile picture =)

p.s: today was also a very meaningful day because I had established my blog  for 1 year. Thanks for those who view and comment on my post. Really appreciate it.