At My Limit..

Yesterday was a really frustrating day for me. Why? Because after 3 years I been this university, I still hate this university. The hatred is just same as the first day I step in to this university (I’m sorry but I have to be honest). I have tried my hardest to see the optimistic side. Still this university disappointed from one thing to another thing. From the facilities to the staff, the courses to the lecturer totally a doom.  I always wonder why is this university is taking up student when they are totally come unprepared. Why they dare to risk our life just for the sake to prove they can do it. So, why I never voice it out 3 years ago. Simple and nice reason, I put myself into their shoe. I understand how they feel. I forgive them. I learn how to give people another chance. Without these chances I also won’t be able to survive till today. But I also learned when we was given second chances we should have appreciates it (because we human, forgive but we never forget).

So, in this post I gonna vent it all out. Firstly, I wanna talk on lecturer issue. One thing I noticed about this university’s lecturer is that they are damn stubborn. They only stand on their opinion. They never listen to the student opinion. If they listen, they would become a better lecturer. I still remember (where I pretend to forget) the lecturer blames me for plagiarizing. When she can’t prove me on plagiarizing, she screamed out. And at the end of class I have to just keep quiet for the sake of my other coursemate. The worst ending she been blaming me on plagiarizing the photos (but I noticed other group also taking up the photo from the internet). But I just keep quiet. SHhhhhhh..

Move on, yesterday during a SIEP (super idiotic enterprise program) presentation, I saw another stubborn lecturer only talking from his point of view and looking for people silly mistake. He says my font is out only because I wrote “thank you” with a bigger size than other words. Then, he says I didn’t describe what type of company that I’m working. He didn’t saw it in the front page I guess and making a wild accusation. More, he says I didn’t really do a lot for my SIEP. I explained that I don’t really have experience so the owner doesn’t really allow me to operate the machine but just to observe. Then, he just smashed my report on the table and says this is the place I have chosen so that is my problem. At the end, I just keep quiet. SHHHhhhh..

What I vent it out today doesn’t mean I want them to apologize.

What happen in the past let’s keep in the past.

Life move on but we must remember so the bad thing won’t repeat.

Even you are smarter, wiser or better must always remember that who yourself back then.

You also had been down, worst or loser.

Ever wonder why you are still here today.

Not because you are smart or special

But you are only given a second chance.

So why don’t learn to accept

And give people another chance.

P.S:  I don’t mind if this post is share by others. I just want everybody to see how they are totally corrupted.

Ich vermisse Sie~

Sincerely from the bottom of my heart~

It’s been a week we are apart

My heart breaks from missing you.

I become fatigued from not having you near.

 My mind wonders as if I am lost, for I know I am.

I am lost without you.

Some days I smile to push back the pain.

But deep within my chest lies the sorrow of wanting her here with me.

I wish I could see you,

But, still I'm down

and Missing you~

After 4 months..

It’s been a blogging marathon recently (I had so many things in my mind to be told and share). After 4 month of long holiday, now I’m back in my university at Kelantan.

Fuhh~

Firstly, gonna say its headache where many things had to be managed (just as usual). Secondly, gonna say it’s troublesome (just as usual). Thirdly, gonna admit that I’m that damn homesick (miss my family, my ????, my dog, my basketball buddy, my working buddy, not forgotten my psp and etc)

For this first week I feel a bit down (maybe just because my brain was just too long in hibernating mood  :P). There is a lot up and down being back here.

 Let’s start with something down here. It’s all about my new hostel. They are bringing it from bad to worst. There about 20 people in 1 room but they only got for toilet to be use. There neither a study table nor a chair in the room (don’t blame if my result turned bad :P). There is no wifi in the room but at the cafeteria and study room.

Everyone gonna say you just go to the cafeteria or study room to use the internet. But for everyone information there is no table and chair at the study room.

 Now, everyone gonna say you just can sit on the floor. But for everyone information the floor is made of cement and it is full of dust no matter how many million time you clean it (a bit metaphor).

The next bad thing is the bus schedule. Amazingly, there is about 7-8 bus is provided however they only provide two bus shuttle service in the early morning and at night. Weird? Other universities can provide bus shuttle for every hour (some even every 30 minutes) but why my university cans does this. Nobody knows.

Lets view what’s is the up part. I get to move out from that place. My friends and I rent a house outside which is not really far from my main campus (took only 5 minutes to reach my campus with bicycle). The next up part is for this semester, I guess I’m lucky because a lot people willing to assist me. Even, less hater compare to before. Happy!!

When the holidays comes to an end~

I Love Bali..

This should be my last month post I supposed. However, due to might tight schedule and limited time I barely able to upload my vacation photo. So today I try to spend some time to update my blog.

My mini luggage for Bali trip

WOW!! It’s been two weeks since I visited Bali. But the memory was still fresh deep down in my mind.

I still remember a funny (maybe akward) moment that happens on me when I was in the flight. The situation is like this:

Flight attendant: Are you a foreigner??

the airport is located just next to the ocean

Me: No, I’m a Malaysian..
Flight attendant: Then you are a foreigner..
Me: LOL in the mind

Yea~ that’s my first time being a foreigner. Feels weird being called a foreigner. Anyway, the overall vacation was fun. Visited many places; from beach to temple, from paddy terraces to volcano mountain.

relaxing

at the beach

At the end of my four day visit, I’m exhausted but satisfied with my visit to Bali. For the rating of this visit I will give 3 out 5 and I recommend everyone to visit this place and watch it yourself the amazing architecture hand they had.

My gift for everyone who visited my post

p.s: here I will only upload few photo. For more photo, you can visit my facebook.

Peace ^^